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Mood : Happy |
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OMG...I just realized I have alter egos...like four of them.
It's weird. I am different around everyone...I can be fake,
the other me, Miss. Goody Two Shoes, and um...quiet...oh and
Considerate. It just depends. I guess it's weird. It's like
multiple personalities. The only people I like act ME around
is Jeremiah and when talking to my boys...yeah most
definately. It's CRAZ. . |
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Mood : Hungry |
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I am hungry...tired...and stressed. I can't wait until the
weekend, Thanksgiving break, Winter break, and SUMMER BREAK.
I am tired of projects, tests, quizzes, and HOMEWORK EVERY
NIGHT. But, my fault....I am in HONORS and FRENCH 2. Why am
I so smart? Tech and CP are lucky...they never have
homework...but then they have bad GPAs. So Boohoo...I am
hungry. I want chicken. I can't wait to talk to FatFat
(Mikey), Jeremiah, and BOOBEAR. I LOVE BOOBEAR SO MUCH...A
LOT A LOT A LOT. Oh, yeah...Stanley too....he's like a big
brother too me. But, right now screw him I need to talk to
my baby, Boobear and eat (I AM HUNGRY. SLEEPY. GROUCHY.
CONFUSING. AND MUCH MORE)
I LOVE FATFAT, JEREMIAH, STANLEY, AND BOOBEAR. . |
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Mood : Happy |
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No knowing what's important is not only hurtful but it
leaves you mentally and emotionally ill.
It leaves you always doubting and questioning your sanity.
Asking everyone for their thoughful and honest opinion.
These opinions are painful yet could be true.
The bitter truth is like the posion that killed Romeo.
It's the love that took Juliets life.
But, for this cannot be ended because it's a part of me.
A part of me that I really want to love.
But, a part of me that I am unable to love.
A part of me that matters to my lovers.
Althought, I don't understand why.
I slowly began to comprehend it all.
This isn't a game nor dream.
It's more than just imagination.
It's a part of me that I must accept.
Acceptance, will give both me and it strength.
Through it all, it will be okay.
Life is life.
The show must go on.
For love is love, life is life.
A new life brings to fate.
New fate brings new destiny.
A destiny that I can destroy.
Without even trying to.
What will I do?
Helpless and Crying.
Dying Inside.
I must continue for my little one.. |
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Mood : Happy |
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Cannot wait until tomorrow...my phone gets turned back on
and its an early release day. Yayy. I cannot wait to talk to
Boobear, FatFat, and see what Jermiah wants to tell me so
bad. Wondering what its about...but its quite obvious.
Looking forward to Jussy too. I love that dude. It's going
to be awesome ...than TOD with FatFat....awesome...already
have ideas....GREAT. :) LOVE YALL. |
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Mood : Angry |
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I don't know if I am more mad or sad. I know I am mad at
me...and sad about the whole thing. How I am supposed to get
into a good college when my stupid GPA goes down thanks to
gym... looks like I got change my plans again. I am so mad.. |
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Mood : Tired |
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I am tired of all this...it's too much to bare. Life is
going downhill and nothing can stop it. I try to be happy
but it's does work. Nothing seems to make it okay. I am just
fed up with this drama and these so- called friends and
like everybody. Everyone is being fake and so people are
even admitting they are being fake. Why can't people just be
real and act normal for once? I am tired of being lied to
and having people pretend to me. I need someone to love me
and be there for me. I need somone who isn't going to lie to
me just to make me happy. I need someone to be real. I need
someone to care about me and be considerate. These people
now don't give a crap about anything and are hurting me even
more. I am tired of all these problems and the drama. If it
is not one thing its another. Most of all I just need
love...real love...true love....anything but the so-called
love I have now...PLEASE.. |
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Subject : Confused. |
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Mood : Crying |
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I am so confused, right now yet happy. I am happy everything
is cleared up but still mad about it. It's hard being okay
with this. It's horrible yet I don't care. I don't know what
I want...this, that, or something new.. |
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